Thursday, December 13, 2007 ; 12:03 PMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
I'm very lost,she's giving me trouble again.i really dont undrestd whats she's thinking,she's building walls and i cant reach her,its very frastrated when u keep on trying and trying and at the other side she's trying to block u out.to her i'm not a wonderful mom but i'v tried my very best to give her the attention n luv but to her its always not enough.i dont know what went wrong for the past few yrs or did i not being strick enough to her.she use to be my baby angel but now she's some1 that i really dont know she's like a stranger to me.who can i turn to im desperate 4 help.im i not giving her enough love n attention,after all the hard work and sacrifice when cant she just come to her sense.ppl constantly telling me to be patient even my ex is not being surpportive when he knew whats happening to he's baby instead he choose to spoil n pamper n shower her with more love more money.he is trying to ruin her life,but he does not know cos he tot thats the only way to let him felt less guilty of him leaving her 4 another woman.and he doesnt knw that by doing this he's not helping her,he's ruining her and how can i pull her out,i dont knw im lost,i got no one to turn to only God knws what im going thru.Bibile tot us not to hate but hw can i not.he left me 4 another woman,fine.but nw he's trying to ruin my baby's life and future hw can i not hate him.i will never forgive if anything happen to my baby,NEVER!