Friday, November 30, 2007 ; 11:34 AMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
It's last day of the month,so happy cos pay day coming soon.tomorrow we'r gg for SHOW's concert so excited cos this is the 1st time i watch.Havnt been talking alot to Nall this week was piss off that she brought her friend home to sleep even tho i ask her not to.Sometime i really dont knw wats she's thinking.It hurt alot to knw that i'm not her 1st priorty cos at her blog i realize i dont stand a chance to be mention.nomatter how much i care or love her,she wont recipocrate.i felt sad and disappt with her,she never realize how hard life was,cos she still need her dad to gv her money.at her age if she really want she cn find a full time job to surpport herself.she's just too fortunate.why after so many years she still wont cm to her sense when then will she wake up.its my fault i didnt discipline em when young,now im the 1 who suffer.both girls but none is helpful when it comes to chores.how long more can i do,they think that im always that strong and physically always that fit.how i wish i will just die like that w/o any warning cos at times i feel weak in heart and soul but they just simply dont care.why am i in this world for,god u created me but let me go thru all this why????????????I ever tot of running away from my kids cos they are so selfish,they alwys think of themselves only.how abt me who cares for me when im feeling down,whos there for me when feeling ill,whos there when im feeling lonely,nobody and yet i choose not to run away from em cos i love em too much.how can i bare to leave em all by themselves when they are so dependent on me.its not been ez since the day me and alan go separate ways.Marie just pop in hope she didnt see me crying gotta end here.Wednesday, November 28, 2007 ; 8:37 PMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
David drive me to work this morng cos he sent some pax near my house.The day was quiet not much ppl at the mall tho there's ppl but for me is very bad not much sales ma poor me.David came to hv break with me,dont knw whats he up to...........anyway i dont care.we ate at foodcourt den i smoke and times up he had to go.But thank God that he came cos i'm only left with $10,so pathetic rite hahaha.....................SShe left note again asking silly questions without checking out on her side 1st.Was a liitle bit sensitive cos its about money issue ma,always don't check 1st then later make me unhappy.But problem sovle la at last also not my fault.Hais..................its rainning heavily in the afternoon so very naturally i'l think of my poor FiFi,she's so scared of thunder and nobody is at home with her.Poor Doggy.Alot of new stocks today,this time round is very pretty i like it.Oh God i just pray that sales will be good good good if not how to report sales every night.okie........................thats all le time up can go home le yeah!!!!!!!!Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ; 3:26 PMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
Don't understand why i just cant post my blog,very sad man.Haiz...............how i wish my girls are here to help me solve my problem.
; 1:30 PMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
I was very upset when i woke up this morning.I saw Nall's gf sleeping in our living room.I've told Nall not to let anybody stay overnight cos i'm not comfortable with it.She"s always ignoring my words.And sometime i really don't know how to talk to her then she understand.The mall is having some kiddy events.sometimes i find it very noisy really stand noise nowadays,think i'm getting older le.My work place is doin lots of promo,so worry that i get confuse.Time now is 2pm just manage to open 59+ of sales only aiyo really hope later will open more more more.Ar and today is the 1st time i blog,umm........this old lady don't know whether know how to blog 1 or not haha.But anyway this is for me & my kids to view only ma so doesn't matter.