Friday, December 14, 2007 ; 2:06 PMY
I just wanna remember that momentY
Oh dear im so bored today,finish the novel in 4 days now nothing to look 4ward to.Shawn came visited me n nall yesterday during our breaks.he's gg to serve army and its 2 yrs no joke man,2 yrs is boring but guys i dnt knw.Nall seems to happy when she saw Shawn but anyway he's not that bad at all.kind enough of him to pay respect to me before he goes in.Marie's dad came last nite to collect the daily cash.I felt so much more easier to work when she's not in town,no pressure at all.went back with nall on our own last nite,sms to inform him not to fetch.think he sense the uneasiness in me,called to talk rubbish and offer to bring me out for some entainment.feel like telling him of at times i really felt so piss off.i dont hw come i dont feel anything for him at all.in fact i hate him,i felt after all this yrs he was wasting my time and..............i dnt knw what else to say abt him,one thing i can say is SELFISH the word.Why cant all guys disappear in this world,i really feel that guys r childish as hell and they 1 to show off hw well they can handle problem but no...........they'r stupid.they like hurting our feelings and lucky for me i dont gv a damn of him at all.if his not happy with me fine he can go nobdy stpg him,better still leave me alone.so...................................................bored hw cm no ppl one today,hopefully after break there'l b more ppl 4 me to open sales